mind??

one of the things that I have always wanted to do was to read people's mind....it took me lot to learn who to trust...and sometimes I still wonder if I learned my lesson properly...yet this is not the very need behind my wish... I mostly needed to know how people feel about me...I who lived an independent life...watching people...trying to understand their behavior.... I only let very few people get closer to me....but even for those few people there was always doubt if they want to be with me as much as I want to be with them...and there was always this big fear that one day I will make the mistake that will push them away for ever ... I know that sometimes "I too much everything" but this is not the case... it is just that I hate the non sense... and whatever I do, say, or get involved in must have a meaning...and must be true....even in the simplest matters ...that's why it was important for me to know how the other felt about me... to know how what I believed was true ....I thought that being a ghost would give me this privilege...obviously I was wrong...seems to be that some facts must never be revealed... or may be later... when I become a more experienced ghost...I will acquire this ability ... Sarah the ghost