... I won't deny it .. it is getting boring being a ghost... I there are many things that I miss ... yet ...there is one huge advantage ... no more ocular migraines... no more waking up in the middle of the night because of a sever headache... no more disturbance in my visual field....and no looking at something and seeing it as a mosaic picture.... I remember the time I went to the doctor ... it was only when I had an episode that lasted for about 45 min ... it was the longest... and the headache was there for almost the whole day ... I was somehow scared ... and so was the junior doctor who was right there in the clinic getting some training and silently listening to my complain ... I looked at his face and with all the tension and the stress I couldn't stop myself from releasing a hysterical laugh... it was my usual response to stress...I get stressed ... I laugh .... it is a bit embarrassing ... but it is better than other responses... better than killing myself for example... any way... I am happy that this won't happen to me again... one more thing that is good about being a ghost ...
