I have always dreamt of finding a way to know what is going on in your head... to simply know where do I fit... if I even have a tiny spot in the map of your mind... and I have always wondered... how come I see your face everywhere... I dream of a miraculous coincidence so that we can meet...and sometimes I make up a coincidence... I wanted to know you better... on a neutral ground... I thought we could be friends... but from what I got ... I see that my presence and my absence are nearly the same to you... are completely the same for you... now that I see a chance to know the truth... I am still in doubt about using my power as a ghost to know the truth ... well being in doubt seems more comforting ... better than the clear cut truth... but that was then.. when I was still alive... what difference would it make now and I am simply.... a ghost ...
