Tennis …

I don’t believe that one day I wanted tennis to be my profession…there was a time when all I could ask for is to join a famous club and be part of the Olympics…. Hahahahahah… I can’t stop laughing… to day I can see that it would have been next to the impossible …. I would have never been able to step up to this commitment …all the physical effort… all the stress… I mean going every now and then to hit the ball imagining that the ball is something else is completely different from being a professional player…I regret every moment that I spend wishing and hoping for something to happen while in fact…. If it had happened I would have blown it out…

......but ghost cry…and they don’t have the feelings as intense and as strong as human… though they are human spirits ….i told you it is nice being a ghost...

sara 8/9/2045        

… It is nice being a ghost

… I still can’t remember how it happened … I found myself able to go everywhere and anywhere … nothing could stop me… no one seems to be noticing me…no measure of time or distance… no need to sleep….or to eat ….which is great…. Sleep has always been a problem for me…even the strongest sleep pills didn’t help … needless to mention their side effects as well…eating was a problem too …

…I like being a ghost….at least for now …

                                                                                                     Sara ... 7/9/2045